Recollections from the edge of death

I never knew I was going to be hit. I never understood that I’d been hit. I just remember talking to a lot of people. I suppose both helicopter emergency room. Maybe I spoke with the officer at the scene. I had lost a huge amount of blood and they put a giant IV in me to put more blood in but when you think about it OK well if you were hit a little harder or a different angle, maybe I would be dead but of course you don’t know you’re dead as funny as that Sounds And so it’s very odd to think about it as well. What is the outcome? I lived I haven’t looked back I’m alive. I’m moving forward but just as well. I could be dead and that is the split second difference I really wouldn’t know to say, interesting reflection. New surgery coming up in a couple days and moving on to a rehab center next week here in Indiana.